40
My heart hurts a lot.
Pretending to happen: "Boyfriend ran away, I don't plan to fly, now a human one, can live a day is a day."
I actually lied.
Xie Yu's wish I could not help him achieve, I can't marry him, I can't be his bride.
Has violated the duties of the river god, the power of oath, even if there is a magic, this sowing I can not survive.
Instead of taking a place, it is better to give it to someone else early.
No one believes in or worships the river god.
When I was one hundred and two hundred and three years old, I finally came to my death.
I remembered that the day my master died, he could have flown to God, but he didn’t want to.
He said he was just tired.
He lived three thousand years and was so alone.
He wants to try to be reborn in the next life.
Master, it is not good to be a man.
It hurts, tears, hunger, it gets sick...
Thousands of people in the world suffer every day.
But Master, being a human being is also good.
Will be happy, will be happy, will be sweet, will get the greatest satisfaction in the ordinary little things.
If I was reincarnated as an adult in my next life, would I find Xie Yu a little earlier, would it be different from this life?
41
The day before the death.
We had an uninvited guest.
Miss Kim.
She stood on the edge of the bridge with an umbrella, and the shadow cast on the water.
I thought she was looking at the scenery, but she suddenly spoke.
"I know that you are not a human being, and I also know that there is a woman who is dedicated to the ancestors of Xie Jiaxian's ancestors for generations.
"It's you."
Her voice seemed to have lost its sharpness: "The note I hid, the ghost... I was looking for someone to put it on purpose."
"I thought I saved my grandfather and I could get Xieyu, but until now he didn't even look at me."
Me: “Aren’t you going to get married?”
"She said he would never get married in his life."
Why did he deliberately drive me away?
Miss Kim: "Grandpa doesn't like me, he said thank you to his daughter-in-law, he only recognizes you."
"Do you know that Grandpa is sick, Xie Yue came back and almost mad when he saw you?"
“Bump into the river in the middle of the night, diving like crazy, talking to yourself.
"It's hard not to dive and get drunk all day here."
Miss Kim: "I don't understand him, since I love you so much, why did you deliberately drive you away?"
I don’t understand why he’s driving me away.
I asked her, “Why are you telling me this?”
Miss Kim's voice was a little choked, but immediately pretended to be nothing.
"Because Miss Ben is free, there are a lot of handsome men waiting for me, why should I fish on Xieyu?"
42
On the day of the near demise, Zeling was looking for me, Ao Shu was looking for me, and Rongshi was looking for me.
They couldn’t find me because my gods were about to dissipate and evaporate.
I hid in the hole under the bridge to listen to the sound of the rain, and Wang Ba recovered and squatted at my feet to accompany me.
His eyes were full of sadness and compassion.
"Zequan, you can clearly continue to be a river god, and you can live as a river god even if you don't fly back."
I reached out my five fingers so thin that I couldn’t even catch the rain.
The place of the river god is given to you.
"I want to live a new life and a new life."
Wang Ba sighed: "You went to Rongshi to help during that time, the cold day, Xie Yue and crazy people jumped into the water every day, and kept looking for you."
With red eyes, the voice was loud.
"I guess he really loves you."
Yeah, he loved me so much that he wouldn’t accept what I left.
"It's not important."
It was cold and I shrunk my knees.
"It's not enough, you don't have to force it."
I picked up the king for eight.
"Iron, we'll see you in the next life."